phew fitt~

finally this roadshow had ended after 5 days of working hard and sweating alot...again, i had worked for digi and keep pushed the sales for reached to targeted set by supervisor. im glad that all my colleagues are so flexible and humors. during working hours, we can do anything what we want to do as my supervisor dares not to mad at us at all.



vyncie and i

3 so po

wai shin and i

ah kent admires vyncie (middle)

at 10pm...

fong gong lu~~~

pukai andro

an andro pukai sent me a message

pukai bitch : cocky, people do come on to 'F' to seek friends ;)

me : so?

pukai bitch : hahhaa...omg what a bitch.. have a nice day

me : same to you creep

pukai : amazing verbal skill really.

nia seng ahh....

i didnt get mad at this CREEP of course...god bless her anyway...

fark off my papa mama

i am so pissed off by them....diu nia seng ahh...!
how could i deserve with this family members??!!!!!


ham ka ling ahh~!

GO TO HELL!

words dont come easily

guess where am i now? i at starbuck and drinking frappucino green tea now. Whenever i am in the bad or good mood, my favorite beverage will always on my mind to give myself feeling comfortable and keep my mentality to the normal rate. i again had a big 'fight' with my parents ,yet, they all shouted at me like a little fucking puppy with no status among in my family. i was so down, depressed and cried over the incident happened to me. i was playing online game until 6am in the morning and my daddy went to toilet and passed by me...my anger raised up up up up up and up! i shut-ed down my laptop, went to bed and slept! woke up at 12.++pm and lying in the bed (1.++pm) get up and saw my mom who's lying in her bed too (the feeling of the angered is raised up once again...!) since i dont wish to see theirs f**king hell faces so i decided to went off from this saddest place!

i went to tried wedding gowns...YEA ITS WEDDING GOWN....but undecided planning who shall i married with. calvin helps me to take a look at the gowns which is suitable for me the most...thanks calvin...you're so lovely like boom-bas-tic which is a dog...and own by kok's family hahahaa...just kidding k..that is my first wore gowns =D and the feeling was great! *thumbs up* but the gowns are heavy. i couldnt imagine how i look like after a heavy make up on my face and wear the nicely gowns =D. No worries, i'll take photos to upload over here... ;)

i would like to confess my feeling now at my blog here....

*im feeling grateful that i was born with complete limbs =)

*to have a nicer girlfriend which i ever had
(thats real in me...if you cant accept for who i am then please off from my blog now)

*although i am not from richer families but i still afford to buy my fancy things using my own saving.

* i want to be a very successful person like calvin does right now....

mama

once i've opened my eyes it was 8am sharp and called to my dearie and say "good morning babe!" and hanged up the phone and continua sleeping. it was 12.58pm when i looked at my phone and i saw there were 3 missed calls from my friend and called him back "hello, i just woke up ahh~"... actually he wants me to accompany him for lunch then i looked at my purse and just left rm1 note only haha...so i had refused him and accompany my mom for lunch, what to do since she willing to pay for my meal,right? *evil smiles on my face*. we had talked and gossiped many things and what surprised me was she told me that she was so sick during papa, gor gor and me not at home. she thought she gonna die right away without any reasons, and the feelings were so unwell and horrible...she advised me many things...wow~

as she says "life is so weak, you may 'leave' at anytime....why dont you enjoy your life during you are still alive?"

"even though you earn hard but dont just keeping your money into your bank and at the same time you also have to enjoy your life by travelling, shopping and bla bla..."

"once you really got died aaa, you might not take your precious things along with you...."

no wonder my mom always be cheerful and flexible lerr....

mama i love you...

ssssss

i actually feel so useless in me since the holiday started very long ago...what i want to complaint about? i do think myself fucky, sucky,mucky and yucky! haihhhhhh....i wish to be alone at home without moving so much at outside. guess what i will be fai chai like beggers those who are on the street because each time i 'wet' also open my hand widely to give signal to my mom its time to give me money to 'wet' ler~!

dont know everything is against or instead of sayang me...

laptop function is down
hp's memory corrupted

so everything it is so 'empty' to me =(

im feeling uncomfortable as in not caused by sickness but mood swing....