could you guys please stop from digging?

does anyone of here want to digs my asshole as well? im willing to let you guys dig it as long as you let me finish 3 chapters by today. thank you....


headache....

dear sir, please dont fail me

i cant really concentrate on my studies now...dont ever study at last minute is always true!
by the same time, i got headache,my eyes very dry and sleepy now..... dont worry, my dar is coming to fetch me to his home and continua my revision.... uncles! please stop from digging the land anymore, my house no longer will separate into two parts =( ...

i love my house =(

help me~

i hate staying in Malaysia more and more! a bunch of malay pek (i have no idea where they came from....maybe jungle or what) sang song in the midnight till at 2am! wtf!! what to do?! i stood at the balcony with sleepy face while starring at them...my mom told me not to offences them as they've no brain with them....I'll be having a test tomorrow.....dont know who the hell digging a fucking hole and making sounds pollution over my place............................................. fucking ppl on the earth! c'mon ppl, today is sunday. i need a peaceful place for me to study now........

my lord...

oh shit! i've forgotten i got a quiz on monday which is 10 marks! can i finish 3 chapters within 1 day? very lazy to study now as i need to pj later...let is goes by natural...

ladies night

i went to clubbing with cindy, philo and other friends at Maison. i wonder why so many guys so excited to clubbing especially on ladies night.the main reason is, there are a lot of pretty girls (i swear you will addicted to go again after the first time). it was great a experience to me as philo and i dance crazily for 4 hours! even you dont know how to dance but ppl around you will influence you to dance along, yeah~ the feeling is damn great! cindy's bro will be my 'mummy' for the night cuz he told us not to go everywhere and protected us.this kinda place is very easy to know more friends, for example like me...just dancing by shaking your body and approach to girls and smile and they will dancing with you together hahha...on the night, cindy got a handsome guy to dance with, philo got many guys to treat her for drinks and how about me? i got a lala treat me for a drink and surrounded by 'sohem' hahhhaha..... three of us dancing on the stage, so brave right? haha...cuz philo and i drunk abit and got brave to kacau the others.im not the sexiest one but will be upgrade myself to be sexiest by next time haha...



















will make up heavily by next time

thanks a lot....... love you dude

was kinda happy...really happy...extremely happy yesterday! I'd like to thanks to all of my friends for the wishes and celebration and presents as well hehe....thank you thank you thank you..............and...THANK YOU!!!!!!!

i have to show student's id card to the guard before enter to college, and i really cant found my id in my bag...keep on searching and suddenly a greet a friend of mine 'big yan! happy birthday!' i wondered as i just knew this girl a couple of days ago how come she knows my date of birth?? so i started got suspicious on them hehe...
after classes and we decided to have tea break for us at o-town while waiting for other friends to go sing K at Neway.

ready for the sing K session but cindy and sin yee suddenly disappeared in a second.
from this moment i know they were preparing something for me hehehhhe! but no idea what thing it is.after that, we sang songs and suddenly joey yung (yeah,its yung joey) appeared on the tv screen and said 'happy birthday'...nyek nyek nyek,i knew it is 'show time' haha.....from this every second, i do feel touched and suprised although i knew it hahhhaa...


damn happy =)


thanks once again!


mix fruits cake




Madonna's shaking hand with her fans wahhahhhhaha!


mass com students!


my best friend in college cindy and keng sing!


sin yee and philo


awesome people on the earth!

i didnt take much pictures of myself as i was busy with singing and dancing wahhhaha!
alright,next was meet up cincao =)

we went to Vietnamese restaurant for having birthday celebration + dinner

a day earlier of my birthday

i went to meet up cincao, jocelyn and zero for celebrating my birthday at midvalley today.before jocelyn and zero reached there yet, cincao and i walking around and trying some clothes.....here you go~

thanks for celebrating with me =)

luck

got presentation today.......wish me luck people!
ready to college now =)

bye bye

here in my home

i love this song but i dont really like the people in the mv cuz they thought they were very yeng in the mv....its better cut off the malay and indian rap parts haha....did you realize that, from the very beggining of the mv a chubby dancing like very lan yau ying (SORRY PAK CIK I DONT THINK YOU ARE GOOD IN DANCING AT ALL, PLEASE PACK YOUR STUFFS AND BALIK KAMPUNG) haha...

hate it!

i was so happy that my dear came and overnight at my house last night =)... i really want to trick the si PIG lar! stupid him! i am justice of pao chin tian! i want to make a punishment on him already........

=/

recently i eat a lot and sleep alot and talk alot...i felt that i have become a succesful 'si lai' before i graduate from college....starting from now on and onwards, i must on diet! dont eat so much k....if not, no longer you will have a big typre stick at your stomach hehe....a good body figure is the key of succesful for being a pretty girl =P wahhahhha...

tb

i love and heart of seeing tomboy in the pictures or in the street....I'll laugh it when i seeing tomboy with big breast and butt walking towards me. I'll keep starring at them who are totally handsome.I've noticed that, many of them like to act as sengit their mouth when taking pictures and winks at times and some ppl likes to act as monkey face too! hahhahha....


just like that...so monkey right?

if you want to be like her, there are a few steps to follow..
1st step is pull your mouth at least 6 inch width
2nd step is pullx3 one of your cheeks to left or right side
3rd put your hand at your ear...

another monkey does exist in the world hehe....

here are the some handsome TB's photos...


not bad huh....




does she looks alike edison?


i've seen her in guess guess guess show...she looks good in semi-formal wear


cool


no comment


i love ppl with dimples but not her


.....no comment


have a nice day people!

doggie doggie

my friends and i went to watched indiana jones for collecting more information and make a comparison to narnia, all these things are for college assignment needs =(.after watching the movie, keng sing and i went to pets shop wonderland cause my hand itchy to touches those doggie over there haha...a mix breed of doggie is really darn cute! jumped here and jumped there, wow~ so active! must be a male but actually is a female cuz i have noticed her private part for a long time already hahha...while the doggie jumping around in the certain area, i got a strong feeling that i want to open my bag widely and hope the doggie will jumps into my bag then i quickly fleeing from there hahhhahha!

when is my turn?

another gang of my friends just came back from redang, when is my turn then?
i got friends and money BUT the timing is the main problem now...
i really wish to go there... =(

popo's getting well

my popo's getting well after blood test and took medicine on time.so, today my popo's could walked by herself but she still needs tongkat to support her while walking...i really happy to heard that from my mom. i feel like want to eat tau foo fah now, but no one knows even 'him'. what to do, chiak sai me lar hahhahha...

annoying call

i felt fed up with you whenever you call me....
if you have nothing to chat with me on the phone, please dont call me.
please dont get to call me at least 5 times per day.i felt like want to throw out...
please please please please.......

my birthday is coming soon, so my Dar's planning to celebrate my birthday for twice...and there are the pictures that everyone is waiting for hehe...

went to his condominium for resting after having breakfast.Reached to his condo and lying in the sofa =) and he said want to give me something special in the room and figure out myself.i saw a banquet of pink roses! so surprised!!







different angle of view (enjoy it)






=)




my converse bag!

heading to times square for parking which is rm10 for whole day. we walking around in the times square and saw many weird people the way they are dressing up.nowadays, times square is covered by the lala. i wonder how foreigners will think about this 'trash'? i know my words are too over but im so sorry about it.im sure that wearing casual such as t-shirt and jeans are more comfortable compared with them.
next, had lunch at tempayaki.after that, went to pavillion and star hill...owwwwwwhhh, tired and sweat alot... actually he wanted to give me for the second surprises. he purposely brought me to star hill and having dinner at jogoya! i felt uneasy while i was in star hill as there too high class compared with pavillion. i prefer pavillion more =)


waiting till 5pm for dinner

as if he wants to give me a memorable moment, he shouldnt bring me eat breakfast and lunch....end up i forced myself to eat more like a bitch....


i'm an oyster bitch!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8Wl3firJQk

happy outing with someone today *wink*

i was late to midvalley and my friend has been waiting for me so long, sorry ban...
luckily i manage to reached there before the movie get started which is Narnia at 2.30pm.
the movie is about war, war, war and war...hhahhaaha....no comment on this movie as i dont seen the previous one...
this movie took us about 2 hours something, tired....
and then we headed to sushi king and have some tea while chit-chat....
time goes fast...its already 8pm something....maybe i was being with him as both of us also dumbo and laughed together happily compared with my beloved dear.i got abit stress and tired of seeing him actually, he expected me to know everthing well...dear, im just 19 years old and you're 24. of course you experience so many things before me, and sometimes complaint to me and said me CHILDISH. fuck him la....i can be consider as mature among my friends.if you still unsatisfied with my manners, f**k me lar then! (dear,sorry la i actually want to expressed my feeling behind you hhahahha! no fuck me no fuck me =P)
we are so lucky today cuz we had ate 8 plates of sushi and just cost us RM12.++, its CHEAP! why??

3 purple,2 pink and 1 blue plates and including 2 cup of tea

cuz the waitress over there missed out to count 3 more plates.... hehe

wong choi~

on sunday, my mom and i walking to home, a shit stick at my leg haha...
i know this time i will kena 4D, magnum or toto....so i simply say 4 digits to myself
ended up, the four digits really kena on toto! darn! i forgot to buy ehh!

SMKPI's provided us good services and those staffs are the best ever!

i went to my secondary school for doing hell thing this morning (i need a head of school to satisfy my documents) i knew everything was not going smoothly this morning,so, i decided to wake up early and consulted Puan ZAKIAH. when i reached there at 8.45am, clerk told me that she was not around until 10.20am. so, i forced myself to skipped the first class and had breakfast alone today. while drinking tea and reading newspaper its actually kill my time.alright after that, everything was settled by her and some certain documents she says that 'ini tak yah sign and cop' i totally trust her. when i want to summited up my document, they all rejected cuz pengetua has to sign and cop EVERY SINGLE PAGE....what to do then?? i have to returned my secondary school again and again =S and consulted her again BUT....one of clerk once again told me that...

me : pengetua ade?
f**king cleark : takde! sudah balik...!
me : besok pukul brape dia datang?
f**king clerk : takde! takde! *waving his bloody hand*
me : huh? knape?? blurred and stood at there
f**king clerk : cuti selama seminggu
me : huh??? ada penolong kanan atau kiri?? (hahhahha!)
f**king clerk : mesyuarat! *waving his pig hand again*

it seems like he dont wants to entertain me (he never though of without chinese ppl they are already chiak sai~! hahhaha

the phrase on my mind was 'sei lo,i in trouble this time because tomorrow is the last day and the person chiak sai definately is me'

i talked to him nicely again and asked him 'how?'
then he took my documents and cop it and signed by mr.Nordin (who is penolong KANAN)

i have no answer to myself, why he refused to help me and insisted to 'shu' me away.
do i look yeong sui today? or i dressed very casual without exposed my nipple to him,so he was unhappy and mad at me? hahhhaha....

the clerk is a si misai and wear in blue uniform
i think the only one male clerk in the office....its easy to recognize!

hope popo gets well soon

my mummy has called me up and told me that popo was rushing to hospital for emergency help this morning =(. i was totally blank and felt worried of her.
the sad thing was my mummy and 6th aunty visited popo only and the rest of 8 aunties and uncles buat bodoh and dont even give us a call. my popo's can be considered as an 'olden-minded generation' , why i said so? she's got a huge land in ampang but she transfered name to her son but not daughter. luckily my mom and and other aunties didnt complaint anything as they knew it from earlier.before changing the owner of the land to her 3 spoil-brats, they used to be good and treat her nicely after transfered it, they were like does not exist in the world. they taught me that 'everything is fake' and everything you see thru your eyes its not 100% real.
it makes me like dont believe people easily anymore.

i visited her at taman mewah hospital and went in emergency ward. the moment i saw her, i really really really really really really want to cry =(
she's weak and has lose her weight since the sickness torturing her =(
i think my popo wont be here longer (im not cursing her! but i just dont want to see suffering by sickness) she never has a happiness life since from young to become old. the most she sayang is 3 spoil-brats but instead they had betrayed my popo...

my popo has checked out at night......nobody fetches her back except my mom and dad... haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........


WHAT ARE SONS FOR??????

a funny lesson today

alright, i tell you a joker what lessons i had learn for today...


a lecturer asked me what kind of things can we buy with money? i answered her 'wife'
if you are richer, all girls or even old women will stick at you hahhaha...

and then my lecturer asked another student 'what kind of thing CANNOT buy with money?
his answer was 'SHIT' hahahhahhhhaha! we laughing real hard!
i replied him 'i will buy for you later'
hahhhha.....

vomit blood

i felt like want to give up on my studies.....i have no mood to study anymore...
so many presentations and have to speak loudly infront of many bastards as you know that i cant speak fluently in english....
i hate calculation so i have completely no idea what course is suitable for me?
today, my lecturer said something which is giving me more pressure =(

haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................

how i gonna stand it for 3 years???? i really tired now............


i hate presentation!

to be continua....1

when i want to leave from popo's house, my car's engine couldnt start on =( im lucky enough that my popo's neighbour could give me a hand to fix the car.finally i can drive and sent them to sing K. i was getting late to fetch my dear =( i really scared and worried whether he will angry at me or what... =( . i've speed up at the highway but there's got a minor accident happened to me. when i speed up very fast at the highway, a car infront of me stop immediately but luckily i be able to stop immediately but my four tyres got hurts. thanks GOD for protectng me and i'm glad that i am still alive.


thanks God

i reached there safely but....
what an awful day to me =(

nightmare

i was quite tired and sleepy yesterday so i decided to stop at there and sleep~

i have a nigtmare this morning, the nightmare was about a fat guy has fallen down from the lift and then the fat guy could stand up and smile at me after that the lift slowly going down, so could you imagine what happened next? end up the fat guy crushed to dead by the lift. the moment crushing on him, he screaming loudly and spread all the juicy from his body (blood and yellow juicy) yeaky!

to be continua....

when i want to step out from my house and took my car key no longer after that my mummy told me that she wanted to used the car later on, i was shocked and asked her whether can change it on others day or tomorrow. i have promised my dear to fetch him from condo to midvalley to take his car in the midvalley's parking lot. what to do then? i'll be my drebar for my mummy, aunty and grandmom. fetching aunty first then to my grandmom's house (from taman tasik to ampang). when i reached to grandmom's house, my popo was sick caused of high colesterol =(. she didnt take medicines on time because there is nobody to take care of her =(. my popo living with a son,his daughter-in-law and 3 grandchilds....i dont know what the hell is going wrong to my uncle. he didnt even take good care of my popo and he is an unemployed. so i have no idea what he doing at home. 3 grandchilds are sucks as well, haihhhhhhhhh.... i can see that my popo's unhappy with her life now =(. oh yeah,i got a very bad image toward her daughter-in-law. i hate her because she had cheated all my popo's money,jewellery and borrowed money from Along. haihhhh, mummy tried to convinced popo to stay with us but she refused as she worried about 3 budak sial. =( when i saw her in this situation, i do got pity her and want to treat her even more better =( =( =( =( =( =( headache to see her like this =( =( =(

pity my dear

i know my dear is having a huge stress due to his work and studies now.i feel like very useless in me as i dont know how to comfort him and make him happy.haihhhhhh, all i can do is spend more time with him and listening to his problem. he has sent me an SMS me just now and said 'feel like going to swimming later and wish that you could accompany me' my replied was 'today? ok,i can accompany you =D' i know he's quite happy to read this msg,i swear hehe.....(to be continua...)

get ready to go and see him =D

bye bye...

sweat

i went to my secondary school for taking pmr and spm certificates...after that i saw my teacher who was teaching me bahasa melayu in form 5 ( but i've forgotten her name) she's starring at me awhile before i realised it then she approached to me and i said........

me : cikgu masih ingat saye tak?
cikgu : ingat~ dulu gemuk sekarang dah jadi jelita
me : hahaa ----> forced myself to laugh...SWEAT!
me : apa khabar,cikgu?
cikgu : khabar baik... buat ape kat sini?
me : ambik sijil
cikgu : ohh gitu ( then she took my certificates and see it i felt very paiseh eeh..)
cikgu : blajar tau kerje?
me : mmm...blajar la
cikgu : ambik course ape?
me : mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....FINANCE&ACCOUNT (im taking masscom actually but dont know why my mind would suddenly pops out finance and account hahhaa...)
cikgu : bagus la gitu
me : yaya (sweat)
cikgu : ohh, sudah bawak kereta la?
me : yaya (sweat and fast fast drove off)

yes! i did it!

i've passed all the subjects in foundation at last which means i can proceed to year 1 now =)...the feeling is extremely happy!! i thought i would fail any subjects for the last semester hehe... before i knew my result i told my friends that 'if i pass all, i will treat you eat but if i fail any sub you all must treat me eat wor' ended up my friends all speechless awhile and laughed at me =S . so im planning to treat them eat kfc.thanks for the supporting from my lovely dear =)... without my dear i might be dead for ages haha....

she can makes me smile =)

ah soon likes to showin' off her tongue hehe..


ah soon, me and jc


its been so long


she's cute and naive haha

im not happy =(

something goes wrong between us.
i dont really know what's the problem between us...
huh??
haihhhhhhhhh...
guess we got communication problem without realize
how to recover my pain?
i really unhappy being with you all this while....
when you treat me nicely but i treat you badly
when i tend to be nice to you but you had already changed a lot....which is second of me in my past.

is it too late for me to change to be a nice gf?

pardon me then.......................

=(

11.48am right now and i havent brush my teeth and even wash my face yet as i woke up and direct switched on my laptop to checked out my result. UCSI is pretty suck you know...they only posting the result on the same day with open school which is on 5th of may. why dont they release the result more earlier before open day???! im so worried over my result how would it be? what shall i do as if one of the subjects is fail? i have completely no idea what can i do after posting this blog... not in the mood like hanging out today and i just want to be alone for today.