vomit blood

i felt like want to give up on my studies.....i have no mood to study anymore...
so many presentations and have to speak loudly infront of many bastards as you know that i cant speak fluently in english....
i hate calculation so i have completely no idea what course is suitable for me?
today, my lecturer said something which is giving me more pressure =(

haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................

how i gonna stand it for 3 years???? i really tired now............


i hate presentation!